Better off for bed

The happiness is not given to you, but created by you.

How true? LOL.

Sometime, am hoping for my parents will turn up the thumbs for their daughter.. Am trying to send things will make good winning and just 12 heard a word from them. E.g. "Good job, sweetheart." As a matter of fact, what you wish will NEVER come true.. So dont put high hope.. xP


Have you ever wondering why i was working hell-for-leather?? Alright, let it all hang out.


I'm doing everything NOT for myself, seriously.. (who else? dhk yourself)


I am queenlike/haggish/superhuman? Honest speaking,most likely a puppet/faintheart.. Dont ask for the reason. And, i'm not going to pipe my eye tonight. My tears are seriously priceless huh?! LOL.


Anyway, my tears totally paid off in 2009. So,am telling ownself to stop tearing lahhhhh. Am not a good daughter who never achieve my parents goal and spending money like water.. WTfreak.


p/s: Bud, i need your ear now.. Heard me?


It's hard to be a good daughter, honestly.

Let bygones be bygones !!!!!!!!

Oh yea,
Someone invited me to his party.. but the sadness part was he didn't invite ____________.. How come? LOL.


Omg. Am still hoping for new year eve countdown now. Sigh.




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