gone, you're gone

Gosh ! Today is the last day of 2009 and tomorrow is gonna be 2010. It's a whole new chapter :) :)


IT'S NEXT MONDAY!!! ARGH! School going to re-open, SOON! How's my plan? Dunno. I'm so NOT looking forward my form 5 life.. SPM.. How stressful? Plus my life was tie up with studies.




WTH,why am I talking about 2010? Yes, come back alright?


& something hit on my mind right now,which is new year countdown ! YAY.. It's TONIGHT. Seriously, I wouldn't want it to turn out like Christmas Eve. I was sooooooo disappointed that my day turned out like that, which it was suppose to be merry but ended up cried like a mad.







I feel so boring. =.=





X.

2009

So the main topic about this post is 2009. The oh-not-fit-to-carry-guts-to-a-bear-year. Why? It's a year I hated sooooooo much due to some facts. I couldn't breathing with the amount of stress I had & the endless problems which I had faced throughout the year. omgwthbbq

Family.

I don't have any problems with my family. Something unbelievable is, my brother is totally different compare to the previous years. Why? Maybe he's train with those bad egg. *curses*
And, my dad had persuade him to change his mind again and again. But, its make no difference. Seriously, I had a great daddy :D :D



Friends.

Friends are hard to find, friends can come and go.

Seriously, I had a few time of friendship problem this year. Idk why, indeed my life's bitter and thorny in '09.

Ask me how does the feeling of having a true friend. Honestly, I cannot answer your question. Cause I don't have a true friend throughout my 16 years living on earth :( :(



Studies.

I was so stress out that I was cried everyday, every night in every test. WTH! I put a lot of effort in my studies but then i couldn't scored a better mark. I might not be the best for now. But yet, you're not suppose to look down on me.

Because nobody can judge my life other than myself. So, you better shut your big mouth.



Love.

Hahahaha ! Well, it's totally like a dream. I don't feel any unrest/uncomfortable because he gave whatever i asked for/i feel the need for. *thumb up*

I don't know if it was lost or forlorn; anyway, it's gone.

Okay,let's keep this private.



Guitar ?

There's no need to say. I love guitar. But, my hands had become rough and roughen. OMG !
Yeahp, I passed my test already. But, not happy wif the result le.



Run.

Ahhhh... I've lost my spirit since months ago. Guess what?! I'm going to stop joining all the acitivity related to run. Maybe?!

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This year was the worse year for me.

I went for a lot of camp and ninety-nine times out of a hundred i came back like a log. hahahaha !

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In June, I went for Kem Integrasi.

I enjoyed the company with a big gang of friends wif all the differ uniform body. Yupp, I leave the place wif happy memories. I know same to the others girl guide too. It would definitely be so much better without the scolding by the seniors but we wont be so discipline without their hard work too. Thank you.

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In August, I went for Kem Kepemimpinan Kokurikulum.

I came back with sunburn on my face. T__T

Fishing was cool with bamboo although I didn't catch any fish hahahaha ! And, not to forget walking in the mud at night too. Yup, I fell into the slurry. YUCKs !!

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Yeahp, Girl Guide won the Johan Pertandingan Kawad Kaki award and kawad berirama, too. The most memorable event of the year. Hari Kokurikulum !


I had such a great and wonderful team to work together. Although we wasted more time than practice and argued with somebody with something useless. Shitty fella !!

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OOOHHHH... This year I had a chance to take part in Kawad Berirama for twice.


On 13 November 2009, we had performed when Pn.Joginder's retirement. She's finally retired. Bye bye Pn.JO.

Due to drizzled rains in the earlier morning. We had to shorten the performance. WTH ! It takes up a lot of our lessons to practise, and then you come and ask us to shorten it immediately. And, things changed to at sixes and sevens. Then, they'll ask us why it's so terrible. Ahhh.. my tears totally paid off. I swear I'm NOT doing it again by the way !!!

I had a tan on my face and sunburn on my neck for N times !!! Ignore my weird face.

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During November, I went for 1 M'sia camp at Kedah.

Ahhhhhhhh... I will never forget the stupid kes kecurian forever. *curses the fella*

Make new friends.. Like May Kuan, Wei Ling, Abbie etc..


In December, I went for 2 camp, too.. If you read my previous post then you would know..

( I'm seriously lazy to retaip everything again. )


LOL.



Let's see, what the pictures are going to tell us.

Picture in Jan. During CNY.. Hee

The pre-bday celebration.

Anyway,
today's 30..
And tomorrow's 31..
School re-open real soon..
Wtfreak.
SPM's coming vy soon, too..

Notes: please PAUSE the time !!!









Off for bath now.. Going to refresh myself for party tonight.




X.

Better off for bed

The happiness is not given to you, but created by you.

How true? LOL.

Sometime, am hoping for my parents will turn up the thumbs for their daughter.. Am trying to send things will make good winning and just 12 heard a word from them. E.g. "Good job, sweetheart." As a matter of fact, what you wish will NEVER come true.. So dont put high hope.. xP


Have you ever wondering why i was working hell-for-leather?? Alright, let it all hang out.


I'm doing everything NOT for myself, seriously.. (who else? dhk yourself)


I am queenlike/haggish/superhuman? Honest speaking,most likely a puppet/faintheart.. Dont ask for the reason. And, i'm not going to pipe my eye tonight. My tears are seriously priceless huh?! LOL.


Anyway, my tears totally paid off in 2009. So,am telling ownself to stop tearing lahhhhh. Am not a good daughter who never achieve my parents goal and spending money like water.. WTfreak.


p/s: Bud, i need your ear now.. Heard me?


It's hard to be a good daughter, honestly.

Let bygones be bygones !!!!!!!!

Oh yea,
Someone invited me to his party.. but the sadness part was he didn't invite ____________.. How come? LOL.


Omg. Am still hoping for new year eve countdown now. Sigh.




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Aihx..

Notes: I went for haircut today. I love my hair a lotttt dy. But it's kinda short now weyy!!!!

YAY~

I am emo now =( =(

New year countdown is not as easy as what I've thought.

Gosh!!!

Why av1 keep reject me?! WTH.

I just 12 gather all my frens and countdown sama-sama.. But why?

Stupid.

Luckily Au Yong suggested me to go countdown wif him and his bro.. Hopefully.

Aiyaaa..Am expecting for Royal Selangor countdown now :D still got time lahhhh.. Chill chill =D

Dun break the promise kay? *finger cross*

Please! Cheer me up with the plan on.. hehee

Okay, Im soooo great that ive a kawan baik like you, anyways. You cheer me up whenever i was soooooo upset! Thx bud :D

Annnnd, I enjoyed the ice ytd.. I was vy fulled till wanna vomit le.

Notes: Thx Leong and Au Yong for the payment, too. hee!

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i feel so undone recently..
too much to do but dunno what to start.

OHH YAAA! Prefect meeting on next saturday =( =(


Grrrrrrr.. going to taip the documents later.. *taiping*






Ciao~

Wee

A hug is just a hug..


A love is a love..


A kiss is just a kiss..
but until you found the one you loved.
it's totally differ.



I heart her.. more than a word.


xoxoxoxo


Hmmm.. What's missing?? LOL.

p/s: Having a great time wif coussy today! And, she brought us a lot of choc.. Sweet weyy. *draws heart*

Christmas Eve

Alas !

It was a vy prosy day i tell you.. Was waiting for time to pass rapidly. Kesian me! hahahaha

Today when halfway tuition..

Then, I think aloud in class.

Paiseh paiseh..


I was looking at the clock:" Hey, why the time was so slow today de?

Au Yong:" EH.. why? you got date later meh?

*heehaw*

Nola..But i vy sien le..

You go ask s'one to teman you la..

*simper*

Nobody want to date me le.. And, you better shut up, dun talked bout sensitive issue.. Anyway, you 12 go dpc tonight ma? Please!

Dunno o.. see tonight how la..

okay!



Then, we continue tuition again.. how cool? lol.

So how's my plan today?


Wondering??

*drumroll*

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So,

Avatar @ Mv

Having a good time wif sista and Jian Hong

Enjoyed the 3D vision

Notes: First time for 3D.. Shud b a day to remember right?lol


And, dinner @ Little Taiwan

Hmmm.. not bad thru

Quite expensive lah.. But who cares? Nice ma! lol.

Back around 11 sumthing..

And, dpc had cancelled.

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Christmas eve is here and it's coming be MERRY..
Be HAPPY
HAVE A WONDERFUL CHRISTMAS & A FABULUOS NEW YEAR
2010!

p/s: Please ! Date me date me.. Im not gonna to stay at home tml as it's CHRISTMAS !

Gosh!! The clock point at 4.35am. now.. Gotta ciaozz!! Night.

The Secret

On the first day make me 12 go home soooooooo much.. T_T

I get up on the wrong side of the bed.. Gosh !

Langsung beh tahan the environment wif all the scout members.. ( The PURPLE man )

And, out of 5 or 6 school.. We are the ONLY girl guides.. ( We are the ONLY GREEN man.. or no i meant green gals )


Aihx.. I was getting speechless!!

And, I started not to talk to anyone because I really dun 12 spoil their mood..

( I used to talk to my phone wif Chew Jian Hong aka mr. lolipop.. hahahaha )



8.00pm.

WHOOP !!

It's the time I feel the most silly, unbacked and helpless !!!!
Av1 will put the blame on you when something goes wrong. WTH
I HATE to be a HEADER..
But, thanks God ! We still managed to complete our modern cooking competition. Hurrah !!
( Specially, thanks Dyi Uei who appeased my uptightness and poorly )


Notes: I found out both of my legs occurred some blue black spot..


The next day i wake up in the superrrrr earlier morning.. Get myself ready for the marching competition..

GROAN !!

Blankety-blank !!

I felt soooooooo nervous and trembling with fear.. I can feel that my body was shaking.. Plus my legs be in pain.. ): ):

During scout olympic, my body muscles were getting vy painful.. It's suffering me!! So, I jst standing in a side..

Notes to her: If you 12 join them, go ahead lah.. why must you calling me and talk something bad about me? Damned.


So, mana-mana pun Mentos time.. hahahahah!

Having a short chit-chatted wif Jian Hong when he's free.. And, i hate the kb-ians gals who asking me a lot.. I dun care who are you.. whether you're a Kelana or wad.. you've no right to asking me a lot.. Be honest, Im not in a mood to answering you those bullshit question! So you better shut up.


Campfire was not bad thru..
But, quite sien lah.. The songs keep repeating for sooooooo many times. LOL

Notes for him: You shut up ! Don't not judge me if you dont know anything, you just don't have the right !


And, I'm glad that we won "THE BEST DISCIPLINE" award.. * whoop-de-do *

Tepuk-tepukan PANDU PUTERI.. Whoopee !!!

( Pictures will be update soon.. And, will let the pictures do the talking for the upcoming post )



P/s: According to the chinese calender, today's 'dong zhi' where people starting to eat 'tang yuan'.. So, the readers must be busy eating glutinous balls outside there !! hahahaha. Enjoy, anyways !

I'm back

GRUNT~

Finally, i'm back !!!

But, not in a mood to blogging now.. Will update together wif the photos soon..

xoxoxoxo

It's soooooo easy

I started my day off early today. Woke up at 7 something. Slept like after 1am.
I forced by Li Yeng to go out marching, such a BLAH.
But, when I reached school, I had been informed that nobody was free today ! WTH



And, guess what? 4 of the blockhead were having fun in Maluri playground. LOL.
Since we have to wait for another 3 hours to go on, we shall have lotsa fun over there. Hahahaha


I met up with kindergarener from Tadika Impian Kita. Obviously, they’re so cuteeee ! Feels to pinch their cheek le. :D :D

I managed to know some kids & take some photo with them, too..

Jealousness betul !!!

They’re sooooo naive.. Yet, they’re lacking worldliness and sophistication now. Yes, you may say they’re artless, simple and natural. Alas ! I was wondering how about my childhood. hahahaha

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Yesterday ! :D

Went for an outing. Met up with him at ktm station at 10.30am. Whoa ! Incogitable people over there. Was planned to meet each other in the last carriage but ended up with a laughable ending. So, what we do were communication transmitted by words, means message lah.

" If someone fart, then i die terus..."

A cold joke which described the scene on that day. wahaha.

Obviously, I found out that I was too short. Erhem, I’m not that sad anymore, but I’ll still continue to erm, try to grow taller. LOL

We had lunch at LITTLE VIETNAM.

I ordered a set of vegetarian fried rice, which tasted like crap. Ahaha ! but whatever lah.

And, I started to throw stones at him when I couldn’t finish the food :P :P

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Finally, managed to finish everything within 1 hour.. but 45 mins. Wakaka


WOOT, went to family amusement park. Having photo hunt :) :)


Then, we shop around to look for something.. XDDDDD

Watched The Storm Warriors @ 1.30pm. Kinda lame ass show which sucked.. LOOOL


Note: Thank you! Your outer wear made me kinda warm.. *draws heart*

P/s: Anything/Whatever/Up to you/You like lah..??.. hahahaha !!!

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Groan ! Skipped tuition today.. Stomachache really killing me now ! ! !

P/S: Gosh ! Guitar examination tml.. Trembling with fear !!!

Anything ?

林万庆 ！！ LOL

Wondering what does it means right? hahahaha!


Will update more when I'm free, anyway .. Mayb tonight or others day ba.

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p/s : Going to have steamboat wif friends tonight. ^^


And, just came back from Midvalley few minutes ago !


Vy excited yet tired.. hahahaha !


A big thank you for him who spending a lot wif me today ! *draws heart*



Ops.. Credit for myself who manage to wake up earlier today,too ! hahahaha..





Notes for myself : Blogging at mei sin's house now while waiting for the rest to come. hahahaha



Credits for av1 of you who is reading this now, too ! Because it's too senseless.. LOL

bid farewell

i wake up still feeling terrible about last night..
i found out that camp is a series of distress and headache for me!
it's not that i wasn't care nothing about camping but i really piss off with what had happening lately.
i ready to give up in disgust
& no longer suffer from bitter pill...


And yea,

BUDDISM CAMP
given me a headache!! WTH
i suppose to present at my grandpa's 3 years fete-day but i might not go on the ritual bacause of this camp. Sad! I am aware that my mum may give me a break for my reasonable excuse but i take thought for her, she might come into the picture and get those nonsense from all my auntie on that day! omgwthbbq

"THE SECRET" 4th CAMPING CAMPFIRE"

was another nightmare for me!! The organizing committee change their program list ever and agah. Previously is from 19th Dec - 22 Dec. And now, they had changed it to 19th Dec - 20th Dec which ONLY 2 days! The modern cooking had switched to 19th Dec, 8.30pm - 11.30pm, how preternatural ! lol

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Currently stayed up until 3 in the morning to chat through phone call.
& rise with the sun which practically slept for several hours only, how cool. lol


Nothing much to update on actually. Went to school as usual for marching practice and have a good time to enjoy riding a bike today. (A big thank you for Yi Jie and Vei Hung for lending me their bicycle)..

First time went to Cybercafe to borrow W.C. (which express toilet) ! Same goes to Kar Yan. She went with me, too.

OMG, i swear i wun make this happen again, how embarrass!



Leave for camping tomorrow..



p/s :
Bid adieu to my readers ! lol

7.12.09

Today it is 7th December 2009. It was Chew Jian Hong's big day,my primary school friend's birthday.

First of all.. Happy Birthday to you !

I know it's a bit too late to actually blog about your birthday.

Nevertheless, i know it was your best birthday. They made your day out! Your beloved family, friends especially *you-know-who-lar* hahahaha.
Too bad, the surprise turns out not to be a surprise in the end.
Maybe you're too smart ba. lol
I hope you love the cakes that i gave to you ! My vy first time brought cakes for others birthday le, so you know how good i treated you lar haha.


Well, hope you enjoy everything especially today ! lol

Hmmm... We are kawan baik since standard 6 and we always helped each and others for carry out the duties.

*draws heart*


Sometime, i used to bully you as i m your head, how cruel.. haa !


I remember one day a girl, im so not gonna mention about her name here. She was be dead against me. Beh tahan her lor ! And, until i switched my duty place & I found out that dutying is so fun.. without her,how great.. haa !

Okay, im so not gonna spoil the mood here :)

Hope you will find your lifetime fere one day anyways.. xDDDDDD

♥ dad

I argued wif my dad yesterday.

bcos of my tuition fees cost RM300/month.

He asked me to do part time.

T__T

okla fine.

But..

Ive no extra time in hldys.

& me?

I'll never try to seek the blame from.

I won't offered an explanation to justify or obtain forgiveness from my dad.

*inner me feel so sad*

I wish i've grown up & im the one who working outside.It's reli hard to take care of a big family in today's world. Everything talk about $ ! WTH

& i realized my daddy looks so tired recently. Looks older than before. Sometimes, We got financial prob. Yet,he's the one who sayang me banyak-banyak. He gave whatever/anything i asked for. But, when i got quarrel with him, i will think not to talk to him

May God bless him ♥

Updated

So fast, nov is coming to the end..

So, post something different n special in my blog :D :D


Tittle-tattle !
Here you go ! hehe

21.11.09 - 23.11.09

1 M'sia camp

v spending our first lunch at KFC.. And, the carbonated drinks make us gonna pees often and often. muahaha

The blockhead dunno how to use the earphone to talk =___=
(Li Yeng on-line)



Au Yong said it's look-alike Mickey Mouse. wakaka

Senaman pantai change to ambil gambar tepi pantai. haha

The people mistaken of the situation.. @_@

A group picture before checking-out.



In the dewan.. I lub light-colored.. nice er..

On the stage.. wif the VIP chairs.. haha

Hmmm.. proud er..

All the chow(s) wif the good hearted teachers..

In front of Pantai Merdeka.. nice view le..

Only 5 of us.. hahahaha

The-so-called thousand hands of Kwan-yin.. wakaka

口味

每次吃到刨冰，
看着各式各样的口味，
总是难以选择，
但最后，仍是挑那最常吃的巧克力冰。

生活不也就是如此，
面对着花花绿绿无限诱惑，
却仍选择早已习惯的事物。



我好得很 ！！


别担心 ～

p/s: new moon tomorrow??

laugh and grow fat

*laugh fit to kill*

I was addicted to my phone ytd. And, i don't expecting a telephone call or a message.

But not know what is said, i received a call from my pet brother the day before yesterday. OMG!! He stressful betul !! Pity the dummy. hehe

And yea,
ytd both of my ex texted me and greeting me. So luckily, they're not killed by add maths yet. *deep breathing*

hahahaha.

I was so lucky enough as i didn't lost 2 best friends. LoL

And

I'm soooooooo sorry bcos i have to ignore everything.

Be the one I am now...






Oh yea,
i think Mr. MCD had been killed in the big warface (SPM). *bang bang*

Choi..

Anyway, i do wish him all the best & good luck although he wont see this.. =DD

I



I will always be there for you all.. ♥
I will prays hard for all the warriors..
good luck good luck..

II will always be there for you all..♥ will always be there for you all..♥

Notes for myself : Must revise F5 syllabus in ths hldys and practice my guitar as Yip texted me ytd. =__=




CIAO ~




-tan shi wei-

1 M'sia

Just back from 1 Malaysia camp ytd.
Arrived at KL at 12.45am
Seriously vy tiring and sleepy @_@

Anyway, the most important is I GOT THE CERT !!
haha

Flash back ~

21.11.09
07:30 : Met at ktm station wif Au Yong and Sook May
07:45 : Headed to Midvalley
08:00 : Wait for Pn. Yana ( really tiring!! Run here and there.. From North to South.. haha )
17:00 : Arrive
17:25 : Makan tengah hari ( kuih & mihun )
17.40 : Taklimat
18:00 : Bathing ( toilet vy clean )
19:30 : Makan malam ( vy spicy !! )
20:00 : Stay in the dome for 1 and a half hour ( really sien la.. Malays all go praying )
21:00 : Perasmian kem 1 Malaysia
21: 30 : Devided into 5 group ( YAY.. I'm group 2 , MADINA group )
21:45 : Group discussion
22:00 : Presentation
23:00 : Games
23:15 : Minum malam
23:30 : Sweet dream

22.11.09
06:45 : Wake up ( pity the malays.. wake up at 5.45am. for solat )
06:50 : Senaman pantai
07:30 : Sarapan
08:15 : Ceramah ( gosh.. vy sleepy for 2 successional ceramah )
10:30 : Minum pagi
11:00 : Ceramah
12:30 : Group discussion
13:00 : Makan tengah hari
14:15 : Group discussion
15:00 : Presentation ( Jari hantu paling hebat..??.. LOL )
16:00 : Minum petang
16:30 : LDK ( latihan dalam kumpulan ) as v cannot do outdoor activities due to rain outside
18:00 : Makan malam
20:00 : Resting
21:00 : Group discussion ( drama for penutupan entitled "kedaulatan undang-undang" )
22:00 : Minum malam
23:00 : Sweet dream

23.11.09
06:45 : Wake up
07:00 : Senaman 1 M'sia
07:30 : Sarapan
08:15 : Persiapan diri ( omgwthbbq.. 4 people lost their phone as the door didn't lock )
09:20 : Doing sportcheck
10:20 : Minum pagi
10:30 : Drama ( vy enjoyed being this character )
13:00 : Makan tengah hari
14:00 : Penutupan ( Yeah ! Group MADINA is the best group among the 5 group )
15:00 : Visit the tragendi tsunami ( v 3 are staying in the bus as vy dangerous.. Summore the time showed 04:04 pm)
18:00 : Makan malam ( Maggi mee in the bus.. =__= )
00:00 : Reach KL
00:30 : Home sweet home



I did enjoyed this camp as its not suck as the previous camp in Pulau Redang =__=
But, i don't mean for some part la.. Especially the yam lou.. Beh tahan langsung.. !!!.. Special thanks to the "good hearted" Au Yong who introduce him to me. Forever nightmare~

1119

A significant day. xD

Anyway, it had past

And,
I don't know what's wrong with me today.
I was suffering from headache on the morning till the moment of movie.
Mayb because of the hot weather or i was lacking in sleep last night ==


Went to One Utama with inn teck for 2012 le..
Vy nice, touching and meaningful i feel.
But the sound make me like gonna scream.
vy loud !! Until the chair was shaking le ==


haha
got someone trying to fool with me
but
finally i won le =P


Aihx..
wad a long journey from pj back to kepong ..!!..
pity him for driving lo.
Summore traffic jam >___<

haha
sorry

PIG friend DOG fans

Today's mine and somebody in the earth 1 month anniversary !! *big smile*
Hey,
i know him for 1 month since the day we met. (I'm proud of myself *claps hand*)

Oh stop! stop !!! please！Its a day which we started to know each other. Still consider friend lahh. =X

So dont get me wrong..

I don't mean that kind of 1 month anniversary, seriously.

Thanks for the message anyways

Once I waken this morning, I saw your message on.. 6.45am. (I still being pig le hahahaha)


Happy schooling day!
I know you're having account now! And, your next lesson is .... Economics. Geng le?! So, don't play-play ar !! I can easily know everything as I was God-so-called-daughter. Hahahaha.

朋友，不是命运的安排而是自己的选择
朋友，不需要珍贵的礼物而是真诚的爱
朋友，不要等到失去时才知道他的珍贵

朋友，需要互相的支持及包容

我只想告诉你：
你永远是我最好的朋友！！

Feels like upload some picture here but due to internet problem ... so, next time ba

... Pig friend Dog fans forever ...



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Went Jusco wif Au Yong, Li Yeng and Chen Hui for Poker King
nt vy nice.. no climactic ==

Planned to eat ice but ended up wif a sad ending.

T_T

Anyway, still enjoyable. xD

But
pity the 2 guys
Spending RM 40++ for the ice

Then, we headed to Cheok Hsuen's house
And, it's sooooo BIG
Can play hide-and-seek le ==


Chit-chatted and having our dinner over there. xDDDD
vy yummy, but too bad..
I can't eat the sweet and sour prawn due to allergy
T__T


home sweet home about 9 sumthing.

haha
thank you

I'll never ask for anyone but YOU ..

Life ain't so good?

一个人的心。。。碎了就找不回来了。。。被骗过。。。就不信了。。。被伤害过。。就不敢爱了。。。一次的伤害造成永远的伤害。。。不懂谁真谁假。。。事事难预料。。勾心斗角的事我不懂。。记得有人说过。。。真真假假。。。假假真真。。。是真是假。。。是假是真。。。为什么一定要骗来骗去。。。骗了人才会安心吗？我不懂 ！！反正觉得做回自己才是最实际的，对吧？

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

上星期五，突然聊到即将升上中五的生涯，我的心情有如180度的大转变。不是开心，而是我感觉到肩膀上的负担也越来越大好像放着两块大石头般的沉重。就说课外活动好了，我已经是三个学会的主席了。听起来好像很厉害酱，可是事实却没有想象中的容易。就好像计时炸弹，随时随刻会引爆。再说，我的学业又不怎么好，多多少少也得比一般人花更多的时间和精神在功课上。。。救命啊 ！！


Notes for myself : Do not worry ! You can do it !! 你说你行，你一定行；我说你不行，你还是一样行。

Anyway, i do enjoy my life so far. Thanks you guys for the sweet concern and the best caring. Special thanks to my dad and mum for everything. *draws heart*

speechless

OMG !!
f*cking people..
I don't mean everything will turned into that way.
Fine! Just put the blame on me. I gotta stand for it myself..not you..and not the others..but me.

Sorry !

Dry fish ehh?!

Aihx.. I've screwed up the other subject - Maths Paper !!!!
I can't answered some of the questions badly. *pulls hair*

I feel like wasting my time studying in the midnight and memorizing everything.. I can't answer some parts of the question.. I cannot remember.. NOTHING !! I don't have enough of time to finish up my papers too. *bang head*




Haiiyo..



Anyway, terima kasih for your warm and sweet corcern *draws heart*



OH! MY GOD!! I remember something here.. My shoes were totally wet now due to raining cat and dog after school. Cham lor. Should I wear it to school tml a?! Smell like dry fish lerh.. hahahaha


Well, i dun 12 screw my pjk paper tml.. Wish me luck bah.. hahahaha..

It's easy to create the success

我要创造成功！！




可是 。。。




我却彻底的失败了 ！！



克服失败、挫折 ，我都尝试了，但是就是无法克服自己的心理障碍。


会计 ！！
我失败了。


高级数学！！
我也一样失败了。


“失败乃是家常识”

可是每当批评的眼神出现的那一刻，我却感到无比的自卑，那不听使唤的眼泪也跟着掉了下来。为什么？！成功与失败真的有那么的重要吗？对，这次的考试确实泄题，而且是在考试的前几分钟 。我也不想把他们的名字说穿，免得他们的名誉受损。至少我有努力过，不想他们那么投机取巧。更可恶的还有人在班上传试题。算了，就当做个练习而已。


成功的定义在：
“坚持信念，持之以恒”

7 down, 4 more to go

Notes to self : Thanks Chern Hoong for the borang things ^^

nobody is perfect

As i was so boring .. So, here's some craps!


Playing fool.. chit-chatted.. making a lot of noise. Aiyoo~ that's ME!! :P
V are planning something after the exam tdy. *throws books*

Can't wait oredi !!!! haha

Oh ya, i rmb something now!!


S - T- E- A- m- b- o- t


S.i.n.g K


hahahaha !!



macam mimpi kan?! xDDDD

And, tml im going to teman li yeng aka au yong's loved one to pick a bday present for him. As he's on Oct 18.



Notes: Lee Cheok Hsuen aka lyzan's *ahem* .. i hate you ! Don't ask me why.. if u want to know, go and ask him. :P

L.o.s.t

I FAILED my Add Maths !! *bang head*

AHHHHHHH !!!
Why should i tell you? :P *delete*

No tears ..



No crying ..

No tissue ..


:P :P

As they asked me to be strong. YAY.. i didn cry (actually,ive dropped few drops of tears) .
Anyway, i just want everybody to be happy now alright? *inhale and.. and.. don't exhale..* LOL


Im sooooooo weak in calculation nowadays.. Since when huh?! Well, i don't want the SAME thing happen in my account.. As i had put a lot of effort on my studies. *claps hand*

run RUN RUN RUN RUN

to see my future !!!

X.

ive done you

Something wrong wif me huh?!


it's sooooo true !!
im super duper siao now .. After ive spending so much of time wif 'you' last night. 'You' happy larh ?! Don't prevent lerh! LOL
Come and pray hard for my result.. And, i promise will balas your super kind-hearted.
*hands folded in front*

Tomorrow's holiday again due to PMR session mar ! Also no rugi. I get untung right?? :P
And, it's the last day of PMR. Good luck gud luck!! ^^

Ehhh, dun forget me too larh!! Keep praying for me.. My exams are until 29 October !! *bang head twice*


p/s: i will find HIM before i grow too old. LOL


adieu !!


Your truly,
venus

i love you !

i love 'you' banyak-banyak
i felt very touch when a lot of people said i got 'you'



But ...



But ...



Nowadays ive dropped 'you' badly


Actually, i sayang 'you' banyak-banyak
So, gimme sometime to got 'you' back again

And, i'll shows 'you' how much that i love 'you' without using any words but with a flying colour result !!

i lub ACCOUNT !!

im going to understood 'you' tml
YAY .. tml im coming to date 'you' ! xD
Few weeks later, im going to marry you ! *prays*

sincere friend

能不能不要解释
能不能不必躲藏
你我都需要一个
属于你我的地方
寂寞的不是只有你
我也和你一样常常要故意忘记

为什么？

非得把事情搞得那么复杂？

难道不能简单的与你交个朋友 ？！

Do you hate exams?

I'm killed !!!
I've screwed up my add maths. So what?
It was tough, maybe?
Or, i didn't study hard enough for the paper.
Don't blame me !! Last minute just started my revision. Good enuf right?! :P
And, i realised i LOST my calculator a day before the exam ! STUPID !! How can this happen?! What to do?? So, i msg Ban Keng as he's coming to school tml (PMR session mar, not every classes have to come eh..) You know.. Luckily.. If not.. hahahaha.. *draws heart*

And then yesterday, i did a lot of careless mistake in my economics paper 1. Stupid!! im really sleepy that time.. *bang my head*
Stayed up lated for the revision mar ! aiyoo ~

I don't know whether it's a good news or a bad news or what ??!
Half of our finals had been postponed to a week later. wtf??!

Darn it ! Sickness knock my door again. pttf.

So sick ,


so sick ...

*sniff*


i didn wanna wake up today.







Anywaaaayyyyyyyyyy

3 down, 8 more to go!

*sigh* gimme some time for revisions ! *double sigh*

bear garden

*bang my head*

This morning, school gave all the winner for co-curriculum a small crystal trophy.. And, I together with Yee Shin be the MC for this majlis.. But, it goes a case of crabs.. It's not my fault.. REALLY !! *dig head into the ground*

anyway, I had lotsa of fun in class this few days. Laughed like mad and making lots of noise. I'm NOT a peaceloving :P

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!

Exam's near the corner ! And, im being torture by headache.. Next week is my dead time. How?!

Feel it Stick it Love it

p/s: ODP in action. hahahaha !

du du du ..

25.9.09
We planned to watch " where got ghost" at 1U but NO TICKETS.. Due to Tze Hoong must go back by 5 pm. for attendding family reunion,so we headed to The Curve. Mana tau have to wait till 3.45pm. so me, Mei Sin and Tay Hong watched ONLY.

Ytd went badminton wif Dyi Uei and the gangs. There's lotss of people joined and lack of place too. Plus,Mei Sin ffk-ed so i joined Sook May and her gangs. Si Beh fun ! :P

So, we having gai fan,the so called chicken rice at Maluri. *weight gains*
Then, i walked back home alone because ;

1. They wanna go cybercafe for the second round.
2. I never step into cybercafe BEFORE ( i am a good girl mar ! )
3. I si beh tireddd !! i nid some rests.
   

Skul reopen TOMORROW !! But, i'm still blogging here. Yet, belum really study. wtfreak
YES YES i wanna study.
gimme some inspiration to study NOW.

G-force

This few days were busying wif part-time-works.. *hit my head to the wall*
As you guys know i won't stay at a place and doing something for a looong time. So, i QUIT.. hahahaha.
Don't blame me lar!!!!! i tak tahan panas, penat and etc.. LOL
And, i planned to have a movie wif frens but ended up wif nothing. *sobs*

Yes! Yesterday i received a msg from Ban Keng. And, he asked me for spending a movie wif them (Jessalyn, Silvester.. and him)
Oh well,of course faz faz agree lar since i've a freeeeeeee time to relaxing mar! :D

So, i went there at 3.45pm. to get tickets for them. (requested by Ban Keng)
The cinema is so packed that we gotta sit the second row from the front! First time experiencing sitting so near to the screen. And i heard Silvester say: "Huh!!!We sit so front ar?!" LOL

G-Force

How touching.. *sniffs*

Then, we went to Restoran Food & Tea (should call it as our dinner cos its nearly point at 7pm. mar)

hand-cover-BIG-face.. LOL


playing around wif the-so-called-PHONE


cacat-ed faces!

Captured by: Lim Ban Keng aka Mr. MCD

And, the day ended up wif taking pics and shopping. *draws heart*