31.12.2010

So what I did in 2010?

1. Obviously, sat for the biggest examination, SPM
2. Go through lotsa of feeling in a day :D :( ;) :X
3. Have more friends & lost few friends
4. Learnt to forgive & forget

First time studied Sej like a mad woman ;X See? Even the bed was fulled with books.

And yea, I studied better when I was on the bed bwhahaha. Anyway, thanks Mr.Siiva :D

 Add maths drove me mad ;( Thanks add maths, I started to miss you dy :D

I got this pair of shoes from Chai Meng as my bday gift :D It reminds of me the wrong size again hahahaha.

 

I got this pretty hat from Wee Lam Kiat when he went to Melaka. Thank you !

First year celebrate Low Kar Yan's birthday. p/s: I felt sorry to her :(

Bok's farewell. p/s: don't come back with tan HAHA

X.

My wish list :

1. I need more clothes, dress & heels
2. I need a collage which it suits me in everything
3. I need a happy life (p/s: No more emo & sad face)
4. Earn lotsss of $$$
5. Take beauty course :D

p/s: Countdown, anyone?

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I'm seriously don't want to start working.

I haven't enjoy my holidays yet. Wtfreak

Somehow, I felt the condition was not good enough =(

Adventure

p/s: I'm done a video for my 9 years friend :D Please love me more hahahaha.. Will post up soon, stay tune :)

Yesterday, I wanted to go for dinner with the lamie(s).

P/s: Opps.. They're back from camp in the afternoon.

And yea, this piggy slept until 8.30pm only reply my message. Then, we accompanied him to The Steamboat @ DPC. I got a free drink & muffins from him :D Have a heart-to-heart talk then we leaved.

Outbreak status:

We actually text Chern Hoong to come and join us. But, until we were about to leave, he also haven't come. & this make me more 'gan cheong'. When I reached my house gate, I requested Au Yong to fetch me to his house to check whether he save or not :P 

Notes: we called his phone for 8963081298642 times, & never reach his phone. I even called all his 'brothers', cannot reach also. Then, when I called his house, his mum picked up & I didn't ask anything cause Im afraid I'll scare his mum :X

So yea, I went to Metro to see whether he was there or not. Was finding for like 5 Cybercafe (CC) also couldn't see his face :( I started to cry inside my heart. Thinking that : If he really lost then I would be the murderer :( At the last CC, he finally gave me a call. Or else, I'll cry on the roadside lar.

Now, Ive to admit guys have more nidus than a gal. 

P/s: Next time better ask oneself bf where is him before he step out from house :P

Chern Hoong : You better treat me nice food in someday :D You know how I felt when the blackamoor was whistle at me. Anywhere, thanks God you're safe :D

Interview tomorrow :( 

I'm afraid, how?

I told the lamie(s), they teased me & said：“Next time open a shop & interview others lar." Wtfunny

Wish me Good Luck :D

Totally random :

 Sis's homemade cake ♥

Good smell hair :)

 Flora dress on Christmas Eve

 Jammed :(

No teeth monster bwhahaha

 XOXO

Lastly present you a crown from MCD :D

X.

Sorry daddy :(

I was argueing with my dad, for no reason. 

My tears dropping stilly..

I don't mean I want to get into trouble. 

Maybe he was drunk 

(p/s: he just came back from a wedding dinner)

He refused to talk to me now. 

Yesh, he even blame himself for not being a good father & blah.. blah.. blah..

 

What to do? I means what should I do now?

Is it I answered him with a too loud tune ?
or
Is it I'm being too rude?
or
Is it I was a bad daughter or what?

Well, I don't want to explain.

As nobody understand me.

Let God to decide.

Please punish me if I hurt my daddy.

I wish God could do something to me & make my daddy to feel better now.

I want my tears to stop flowing down. 

I don't want them to see me in this condition.

p/s: I *dislike* the Christmas Eve this year :(

I love my family :D

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Lifeless day 4

I was discovering a bitch today ! When I call someone bitch, it means she really a bitch.

She's a copycat, she can act until so nature. Stupid! Shorty bitch !!!

P/s: don't ask me who is the bitch, I'm not going to let anyone know ;x

Today, Christmas Eve ! Nobody date me, so sad lar :(

LEE VEI HUNG, faster come back larh.. (p/s: he don't like people to call his full name) Oii.. I was so lifeless without the lamie especially you ! :P

See, I remember you hahahaha.

Went to somewhere around Kepong to meet Dyi Uei, Yoke Thean & Jia Wei last night. I drove there. Yesh, supposed to be someone fetching me but it turned out to be I'm driving there. F word. If you're reading this, I just want to let you know about the fact. I admit I was not in the mood when I just arrived. I don't know the place & I got so fed up when I have to turn & turn over there to get the actual place. Next, I met police again. But, this time is not my turn to get block :P Then, I saw someone who I don't want to meet. To be honest, I wanted to throw up the temper over everyone but I know I suppose not to let anyone down. So yeaph, I choose to be quite. But, credits to the brunch of 'sakai' who make me to get into the happy mood :D

The chance of going to Penang is 10% ; 90%

Means, 10% of going; 90% of not going. SHIT!

And yea, it make me no mood & start being emo. I do hate life after SPM. I really hate why SPM pass so fast. :X If I can make a wish, I would like to have SPM, again. I don't care how pressure it is, as long as I don't have to think so much about collages, courses, work & etc.. Just save me from here, anyone?

Place to visit:

1. Sunway Giza
2. Taman Pertanian Bukit Cahaya, Shah Alam
3. Pavilion
4. I-city

p/s: I know it so shame on myself if I tell you, I never been this few place before as a Malaysian. Well, it should be more places I never visiting before, I just don't want to list them down. Just wish to get this few places as target first :X

Things to do:

1. Find more part time job. Some really doesn't suit me thou
2. Get Chritmas/New Year gift for the family :D
3. Swimming
4. Go to Daiso/100 Yen to buy something to pamper myself
5. Read more info & get a good condition collage that suit me well

 X.

lifeless day 3

This morning was sooooo annoying :(

Someone kept calling me for something. 

Hey, don't call me like I owe you money lar !!!

You know what? I promised to be there at 8.30a.m but you called me at 8a.m & again, you called me at 8.20a.m. Stupid !
(p/s: I don't want to say the F word, Stupid do replace it then)

You know how annoying is it?
I slept at 1.00a.m & can't you gimme more time? Stupid !

You spoiled my day by disturbing me in the early morning. Stupid ! Stupid ! Stupid !

Okay, enough with the stupid.

Mum was broke. This new year, no new clothes ! :(

You may then ask me, "why I always go shopping?"

Well, as you know I always come back with nothing from an outing. :(

I need job, seriously. I want to spend my own money. You have no right to scold me if I buy something, if and only if that's my savings :D

Recently, I was busying searching for nice place to visit.

Don't jealous lar, The SPM-ians had fight for SPM while you guys having fun out there. So now, our turn to show off :P

Thanks to Dyi Uei & Shen Rong for help. They even suggested me to go where & what to do :D


About a week & I'm leaving from KL.
Superb happy lar. I need lotsa of money now !!! 


Guess what? I planned to visit to the places around Malaysia. See, I love Malaysia so mucch hahahaha.

Praise me good girl :D

X.


Went my dad's friend's son's birthday party yesterday. Met a lot of old friends. Day passed, people changed! Yes ! They changed like so much. Big differ in everything. When I was young, we used to go around our house area to be sakai (p/s: I was a kampung girl until I reached the age of 13) You can call me kampung girl if you want. But, I bet you won't right? :P I knew a lot of things ok. I mean those who lived in a kampung, they got lots of knowledge & tips to survive. I'm pro then :D

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Not consistent, not wisdom

I wanted to blog although I was really sleepy now.

Notes: My legs were still TREMBLING ! Right woman? ;X

I got too much to let it out before I go for my NIGHTMARE !!!

:(

It all began like this, 

After movie, I sent my woman back home. On the way, I saw roadblock not far away. I was really tensed up. My mind started to come out with brainstroming. Thus, I accidentally speeded-up. omgwtfbbq.. Then, you know what happen right? Yea right, stopped by the police ! I was like, "WTH ! I got no money larh.." At that time, I wanted to cry so badly. I mean my tears nearly squeeze out. I just hate Malaysia's police !!! :X

Next, I met Mr.Tham at Celebrity Fitness Express @ Tesco before I grab my movie. So, the woman asked us to go in with the way *she was pointing at the entry* (p/s: Gym entry actually) So yea, the workers kept asking :" Miss.. Miss.. Register please!" Wtfreak. Malu betul lar :x

I really pissed off with my outing tonight. Maybe as what li yeng said, tonight I should not have going out, but staying at home :( Somehow, my car look like got some 'sickness'.

Well, if you're reading my post, don't laugh at me. Please respect this post.

Lastlty, I made a conclusion, Im not used to drive at night. Cause I can drive better at day time :D

Notes: I just want to throw out the F words. SHIT me!

Happy Winter Solstice Festival

 

 

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Present to HIM

My chicky :D Hahahaha. Like finally, we graduated. (Notes: I like this the most)

Present to HER

Nah, since I gave to my woman the CD today. So, I shall share a little here :D

Enjoy ya !

X.

Bentong

 16th Dec 2010

X.

I got so excited, it was my first time to bentong. Last minutes decison anyways. No regret HAHA.

:) :D

 Outfit of the day :D

 The little girl :D

 I forgotten her name ;X

Another one, Bownie :D

It was raining on the way

 

 We came all the way for this ;(

 My youngest sister

 Why my face like kena paksa ?! Haha

 This little girl requested to take a photo with me.

 Get 2 boxes of ice-cream from Bentong

Next station : Hot Spring :D

Yesh, it was a very great experience. Followed the uncle & aunt to go Bentong for visting some places. That day, it was raining non stop. I thought we are going to cancel the trip. However, when we reached there, it was so sunny :D I got so tired after all because Masakan Rimba in the early morning with bunch of scouts.

p/s: next post on Masakan Rimba.

 The End ;

Tears meet the princess tonight

Kind of feeling want to cry :(

I felt so stressful !!!

Now, I know why ppl said : "better enjoy oneself during school time."

Yesh, I'm regretting now :(

Yet, I don't know which course to pick after SPM !

Someone please guide me about life after SPM, anyone?

*tears*
 

Today, went interview & basic training at Klang Lama.

Superb tiring :(

Notes: Upcoming post about trip to Bentong & Masakan Rimba :)

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ily

Why so hard to say "I love you" huh?!

Everyone was encourage me, yet I don't even dare to open my big mouth 
& say this 3 words.

Call me faint-hearted !!!

Okay, enough with the love matter. I'm tired, everytime I'm talking about this.

However，so lucky I've them in my life :)

X.

Had a great night spending at Super tuition centre :)

Yesh, it was my previous tuition centre.

So happy as I've been leaving there for so long, yet they are still inviting me when there's an event or something. Thank you! I'm truly happy from the true heart :D

p/s: more photos will be upload soon :D

Notes: Can't longer wait for Masakan Rimba. People, get ready to extinguish the fire tomorrow :) :)

6 days & I'm free :D

 JACOB's accompanied me last night :D

First thing first, I drove to school today, so happy lah. Finally, I dare to drive all the way to Maluri :D

In the morning, I parked my car so perfectly. After lunch I managed to reverse my car without bang any car. I even went up the slope & zero accident :D

Anyway, Chinese paper was okay :D But, I found the 文言文 was too hard, I cuden understand.

Well, paper 1 was still okay :D The first part was out of expect but so lucky I managed to do the second part.

Overall was fine. Hopefully get at least B+

X.

Fetched my woman(s) for lunch at Manjalara.

The blackest ones said, my driving skill was improving than the first time. Of course la, if no improvement, then I need a driver dy. Anyway, thanks blackest ! bwhahaha.

Another black woman said, it's not bad.

Happy until I can't sleep lah :)

Great minds think alike especially when they're female

Gossip better when they're woman

I'm not going to tell in details, everything was secret matter :x

Have a great day, thanks loves.

See, the appearance when woman were gossiping.

 1.

 2.

3.

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Give me 20th Dec !

 Set me free, please !

I'm so happy lah.

Like finally, he gave response :D

Out of sudden, I miss the day we went movie together.

“If you love someone, set them free. If they come back they're yours; if they don't they never were.”

Anyway, I cuden remember any 名句 even I started studying since last friday. Should I give up? Well, I think I should focus more on other part :)

Eh, when will the last day come? I cuden bear with the stress dy. :( Everyone seems like so relaxing, but me? Every night awakened by the stress, cried so hard until fall asleep. Someday, I had a terribly nightmare, it's kinda real I must say. Plus, I was confusing whether want to change to first batch or not. Again, my pillow got wet :( Im frightened, no one else beside me, I do not know who and whom to find when I faced this kind of problem actually. 



Notes: when will my hair grows long? :P

Jog For Life

 Am getting fat & fatter :(

Finally, went jogging. :)

Yesterday, was planning to go jog but ended up take care of my sisters.

Today, I burn calories? idk. 

Superb happy la. At least, I exercise a little after so loong ;P

Stay up late until 2am ytd. Talk to my woman by texting her.
Promise me don't be upset la. Maybe you're thinking too much or maybe it's truth? Okay, trust me! Whatever it is, just let it be. 
We, as a woman should be brave to face any difficults :)
Although you lost a friend, but you will never lost me !!! I swear ! ;X
Remember this now & always :)

Ahahahah.. So happy la. Dad promised to let me go trip wif Chai Meng for 1 week.
I want princess bed, ATM card, nice clothes, delicious foods, handsome driver & etc..
I know, it only appears in my dream. But, who care? Like what monster told me, girls good in imagination. :x
Agree or not? bwhahaha.

However, something make me blue last night.
Felt like all friends leaving me, no one care for me & thing wasn't like last time. :(
Tears dropped non stop. Keep thinking it was my fault or what. 
Alright, I should learn to touch-and-go.
I know, I'm no longer a small girl.
Thanks lamie, woman & my pet brother :)
For yours advise, care & love :D
Yesh, I'm not longer small girl. I will prove to ya :)

追与逐

8 down, 2 more to go !

Can't wait after 20th Dec lah.. Am planning to go for a movie at midnight (for sure) & maybe do some crazy thing bwhahahaha. So yeaph, those who got my call or message after 20th Dec, please post at facebook & tag everyone because you're the lucky ones, I'm going to date you :D 

Ahhhh.. Finally account was done ! Paper 1 was okay ;) But, the paper 2 questions were so 'SUPERB'.. Nevermind ba, it was over ! Btw, it sucks when the science stream alrdy finished their paper. *Evil look*

Okay, my woman was so abnormal yesterday. And, she surprised me by the news.

Words to you: 

I'm officially free. thanks god nobody kacau me now. Your time to suffer, you know what right? :D Yesh, enjoy my life with single party & date recently. Can go out without telling the bf or any person. That's so great okay? Bwhahaha.

Anyway, don't fall in love with someone who alrdy got their aim, that's so-called-impossible-mission. Unless, you want to be the third party. But, you don't want right? So yeaph, forget about the favorable impression or whatever thing lah, I don't want you to got hurt. Cmon, don't worry lah, if nobody want you, come to me, I take you. (Forced) Okay, kidding :P

I don't want to date you in this few days, because you got 3 or 2.5 papers (i don't know how you count them) So yeaph, am planning to 'tam' you after 20th Dec with another woman :D 

我爱你，你爱他，他爱她，她爱他

That's life. When you like a person, the person love another person & so on. That's what I experience lah ；P

Indicate： time to chew chinese text ! 

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BANG！

I know I should have holding my Account whenever I go now. But, 5 hours account revision already killing me to the max this morning! I've been studying for 3 hours non stop & continue again ! Yesh, that's so called MAD !

Thanks stupid account !

I don't want A or A- ANYMORE ! :(

I want A+ :)

Oh yeaph,I'm not planning to take account in the future. So, I want to screw the account for the very last time. Bwhahaha. Wish me good luck :)

Yesterday, I was killing a movie - Haunted Changi with my gangs.

Boring movie :(

 

Wasted RM 12, because it's public holidays. Anyways, I was so lucky as I only paid RM10 ytd bwhahaha.
Next time, I will rather stay at home or go for a walk. Alright, unless with the bf lar. Impossible i'm going to ask him :" Eh, you stay home & we watch the same channel respectively." Right? :P

Thanks stupid Cheong Wai who scared me the whole night with the-so-called-leg. Wtfreak ! 
Yesh, I scared him with my vampire laugh & out of sudden I shout hahahaha. Serve him right ! :P

And yea, first time ride on Au Yong's car. Not bad tho, just that his reverse got a bit prob ;P But everything was fine *big thumbs up*

Outfit of the day :D

Kepong food court

 Nice deco lamp

 Jing Yi

the driver

 The only & the one who sitting at the back :P

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Care

Mum was sick. Meantimes, I cuden concentrate on my study :(

You may say it's a reason. But, it's really cause complications !

I fetched my sisters go "da bao" lunch & dinner. So yeaph, I just reached home & settle up everything including washing all the plate. 

And, right now am sitting here to make sure my blog not dead bwhahaha =)

Yesh, I finally told my dad about the NS thing. 

There's where we started our conversation.

Me: Dad, I got 2nd/3rd batch for NS (sad face)

Dad: When is 2nd/3rd batch?

Me: March till May. But, I want to change to first batch.

Dad: Err.. when is it then?

Me: Jan till March. 

Dad: Huh? Then no New Year celebration? (buzz face)

Me: ...

Dad: Nevermind lar, as you wish lar. Since you want to go for your further study.

Okay, I know he's not willing to. Still, he wants his daughter to enjoy the best life/have the right to choose what she wants. Thanks dad, I love you =）

I will think about it kay? 

At least, I know if I cuden get first batch also nevermind. My dad is always there to support me :)

Yesh, he's the-so-called-traditional-man. *thumbs up*

*Evil smile*

I read an article from a magazine. Guess what?

Suddenly I've a kind of impulse want to confession to him.

I know it's a so-called 'IMPOSSIBLE' thing hahahaha.

Notes to myself : Stop being stupid & do silly thing !

I saw this on the way to my popo's house yesterday :)

But, it seems was a BMW, so I hate it ! You know why right? ;P

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Spiritual

Err.. myself was keep thinking about something impossible recently.

Yesh, you may say： “Then why are you still thinking about it?”

To be honest, I couldn't answer you ! 

Even moi also don't know. :(

Maybe he's my drug hahahaha. :D

Anyway, I finally sent out 3 email to JLKN within 2 days.

Eventhough it's not working day.

I knew it's a bit too over, but who cares?

I want to be the first mar..

So I can get their attention more.

I just want 'em grab my email & read ! :)

 And yea, I promise to michelle, 

I will speed to her house & hug her if I got my apply. Bwhahaha.

*pinky promise*

Anyway, I need holidays so badly.

I'm no longer can wait for the last day of SPM dy.

I want to go for trip with family.

Then, shopping, trekking & etc...

Yesh, I'm from a normal family,

I've a normal lifestyle,

I've a brunch of normal friends,

but I do special things,

grab 10 A+ in SPM with little efforts.

I'm in mega of stress now !!! ;(

Notes: I just checked my maths paper, ended up :( :(

Now, you know why I always not giving high expect on my paper?

Even I read/done the question before,

yet I will make some silly mistake, too.

No more A+

:( 

Okay, stop thinking about the past.

And work harder for the 3 more subjects, Account, Economics & Chinese.

Good Luck ! ! !

Real & Simple

YOU ARE NEVER TOO OLD FOR SLUMBER PARTIES!!!!

To be honest,I hate it when people tell me about NS.

Yesh, to make myself forget about the stupid NS stuff.

I decided to prepare something for my dearie.

That is something I'm busy recently.

 

Quite satisfactory, really good to see.

 

I want to post up here & get the readers comment,

but I know my woman & lamie will read this.

So, you do not treat.

 

Pleasantly surprise !

:)

 

Indicate: neck pain due to face the computer for more than 8 hours.

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