纠结

我没有美丽的衣衫，没有漂亮的身躯；我却有着一颗你无法了解的真心。

8.15am, 纠结！

       

Eating clean #2

It's great to eat clean, but I don't really. (Uh, at least better than nothing :O)

Hello lady-finger :)

Good mangoes day

Ohhh, looking good tuna salad (:

Hello, mr. pumpkin (:

Seaweeds soup, why you're so attempting?

Finally, I saw you mr. chicken. 

Indonesia-sytle potato chicken soup (:

&. I know this is no healthy :O 

X.

Long distance relationship

Uhmmm.. If you've notice I wrote a post about "I wish to have a long-distance relationship" few years back. I don't know what's making this statement that came across my mind, uh? 

Does it really worth it, to have a long-distance relationship? :O

I'm feeling very tiring, sometimes. As I can't use to it, where he used to take care of my living. As for yesterday, I cried badly. I was suffering under a hot weather, where the night is superb hot, like a chicken is being bake in an oven omgwtfbbq. Fyi, I've bad skin condition & it been torturing me since I'm young :( :(

I'm feeling hopeless, sometimes. As I can't use to it, where he used to be my guider. As he will guide me thru the uncertain road in life. He will hold my hand to go thru every obstacle, & bring me to the right way. :) He's the one who nevers giving up on me whenever I was showing up my bad temper, especially when I'm sick. Whatever fcking sick like woman sick, stomachache, fever, headache etc... (Okay, I'm superb "bā lià" *in hokkien*)

I'm feeling loneliness, sometimes. (Nope, it's ALMOST ALL THE TIME !!!) It's been a month that we never see each other face, no joke. Not even in social network like tango or video call, feeling sad. :( :( I'm getting very emotional these days, where I need his accompany. I know it's hard for him to make time to talk to me every night. Cause he need to work. & I know I've to be understanding (Weyh, woman. "Mm hoú mm góng doû lei" *in Cantonese*) Hmmm.. Yet, he still sacrifice for bed time story & talk to me until I feel better. :) :)

Tell me, how would I survive when he stay so near yet so far from me? :( :(

X.

Eating clean #1

Since I had sooooooo muccchhh of unhealthy food for the past few days. & I decided to eat clean, to reduce the toxic in my body, like seriously my body is weak these days.

Sorry, if my photo give you a heart attack; but I can't help. :( :( 

Cause this is a true story happened on me. *feeling depressing*

As my neck, I've a bad nightmare where the scar still remains.

My hand, where the itchy come & go frequently :(

& there, I decided to cook myself seaweed porridge for the 1st day I returned to Uni. 

Delicious porridge (: with lotssss of seaweeds.

&. I cut fruit. Uhmm...

The morning I've dragon fruit :) :)

& I've mixed fruit salad with strawberry yogurt :)

The colorful salad that keep me going (: (:

X.

Beware miss big tummy !

I've been eating a lot these days. 

Having dim sum as the breakfast at a famous dim sum restaurant at kepong area.

Custard Bun, but not melting :(

Egg Tart 

Siblings's favorite, Salad Prawn

Siew Mai 

Prawn Chee Cheong Fun

Various of dim sum :D

& I've a lot of fattening food, too.

I went to most of my favor place. :) :)

Chicken Wing :C

Steamboat, Dai Tao Steamboat 

Taro Ball series, Snowflake

Mummy's best seller with taro

Green Tea, not nice thou :(

& there we go my lovely Mille Crepes shop, Winter Lover.

Clockwise (top): Mao Shan durian, strawberry, rum & raisin, & tiramisu

Attempting Mao Shan durian :)

&. There I went Levain. Uhmmm.. Like finally :) :)

Rich Green Tea Tiramisu :)

My favorite.

& the macaroon really awesome.

&. I've to thank this lady for getting me here.

I always return with good foods, good people :) *feeling blessed*

X.

生活就是一种简单

吸引别人就好的方法，就是充实自己。

只要肯努力，美梦一定会成真 :) :)

❤️

现在才明白

生活或许忙绿，或许艰苦… 就算生活的品质降低了，但也不要贬低自己。因为，你平凡，却特别。

生活中，扮演着不同角色。有时，扮演成人的角色，拥有着成熟的思索能力；有时，像个小宝宝哭哭囔囔，在一旁闹情绪。

只要学会放开，一切的一切就自然会变得很美好。记住：过于执着，只会苦了自己。因为你不说，没人会知道、没人能听见你心里的那把声音；你说了，可却被他人冷冷的回了句：“你想太多了吧？”（但是那句话却不是你想听的那句话？）*中肯？

抬起头，仰望着天空。

或许你的下个晴天就会出现？

:) :)

Go after Bali, it is you desire?

"Aloha?"

When greeting with "Aloha", what's in your mind? Hmmm..

"Coconut, beach, sun, bikini, straw skirt or icecream... go hawaii?"

"Ohhhh wait, sunblock !" (That's a typical Asian girl's style, true not?

:-P :-P

I want to go Bali with Travelar because I'm willing to travel out of the comfort of the island, who's not? :O 

Well okay, where's Bali? 

Bali located in Indonesia. It's a tropical beach with sand, sea, food, shopping, and partying. That's the reason Bali should be one of the best place for holiday destination. (YAY or NAY, hmmm?)

 

Speaking about Bali, it's a gateway for those who are seeking for a quiet calm. When you are getting in Bali, let's forget about the works, and admire the blue Bali skies, unknot your tired muscles with the famous Balinese spa. 

& Bali will leave oneself longing for the warmest sunsets, especially Kuta beach (famous of its sunset view). An ideal time to head down would be around 5.30pm where the beach isn't as crowded for you to find the perfect spot (it's important to get the best spot) as the sun dips down into the horizon. That's where the perfect moment, the best scene to be capture down with your camera. (Sibeh romantic ehhh!) The purple, blue, pink, black, and white is a sight where you are desiring for in a beach. The connection of each colors make ones often to forget; a magical place for those who know where to find it. 

"Home away from home", 

Adventure seekers should never to miss out on the water sports offered at the beach. Surfing is the most popular choice of sport, with experienced instructors around ready to teach you for the sport. There's also windsurfing and jetskiing, and even bungy jumping. (Wahh.. *heart is beating fast, Ohmygoshh*)

Then the real fun part, head down to the stall, get a cone of ice-cream, pay. & of course lah, lick it with your tongue. ;O Awww.. Ice-cream under the hot sun. What else? 1 word to describe, PERFECT! *Omg, my heart is melting :) :)*

So, what to wait? Let's join this "Blog for your dream gateway with Traveler" & you can start to pack your things & be ready to go. Hmmmm... Wait! "Where's the sunblock huh?" (I'm typical asian girl, too) Hahahaha.

X.

Kawan-ku

Our inside jokes-too many to name.
We've thousands of lame things to story.

When we're apart it's never the same,
& tears roll down in the silence of every night.

When we're together it's nothing but fun. 
People are wondering why?

Replacing my girls just can't be done.

As they're too awesome.

As the years pass,

and we grow apart. 

I want you to know, 

that you guys are in my heart. ;) ;)

You helped me through problems, 

through things good and bad.
& I've to admit my bad,
for only seek for your absence when I need you.

You helped me to keep smiling, 

when I was sad.
You brought me mouth-watering dessert,
& accompanied me thru the night.

You helped me with guys, 

you made me stay strong.
You told me that I'm perfect,
& you'll love me more than oneself do.

How will I live, 

when you guys are gone? :(

And where the years take us, 

no place is too far.

We will think of each other, 

wherever we are. (Yes, I did)

You're wonderful people, 

with good hearts to lend. 

And I want you to know, 

that ya'll will always be my Best Friends.

❤️