纠结

我没有美丽的衣衫，没有漂亮的身躯；我却有着一颗你无法了解的真心。

8.15am, 纠结！

       

Eating clean #2

It's great to eat clean, but I don't really. (Uh, at least better than nothing :O)

Hello lady-finger :)

Good mangoes day

Ohhh, looking good tuna salad (:

Hello, mr. pumpkin (:

Seaweeds soup, why you're so attempting?

Finally, I saw you mr. chicken. 

Indonesia-sytle potato chicken soup (:

&. I know this is no healthy :O 

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Long distance relationship

Uhmmm.. If you've notice I wrote a post about "I wish to have a long-distance relationship" few years back. I don't know what's making this statement that came across my mind, uh? 

Does it really worth it, to have a long-distance relationship? :O

I'm feeling very tiring, sometimes. As I can't use to it, where he used to take care of my living. As for yesterday, I cried badly. I was suffering under a hot weather, where the night is superb hot, like a chicken is being bake in an oven omgwtfbbq. Fyi, I've bad skin condition & it been torturing me since I'm young :( :(

I'm feeling hopeless, sometimes. As I can't use to it, where he used to be my guider. As he will guide me thru the uncertain road in life. He will hold my hand to go thru every obstacle, & bring me to the right way. :) He's the one who nevers giving up on me whenever I was showing up my bad temper, especially when I'm sick. Whatever fcking sick like woman sick, stomachache, fever, headache etc... (Okay, I'm superb "bā lià" *in hokkien*)

I'm feeling loneliness, sometimes. (Nope, it's ALMOST ALL THE TIME !!!) It's been a month that we never see each other face, no joke. Not even in social network like tango or video call, feeling sad. :( :( I'm getting very emotional these days, where I need his accompany. I know it's hard for him to make time to talk to me every night. Cause he need to work. & I know I've to be understanding (Weyh, woman. "Mm hoú mm góng doû lei" *in Cantonese*) Hmmm.. Yet, he still sacrifice for bed time story & talk to me until I feel better. :) :)

Tell me, how would I survive when he stay so near yet so far from me? :( :(

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Eating clean #1

Since I had sooooooo muccchhh of unhealthy food for the past few days. & I decided to eat clean, to reduce the toxic in my body, like seriously my body is weak these days.

Sorry, if my photo give you a heart attack; but I can't help. :( :( 

Cause this is a true story happened on me. *feeling depressing*

As my neck, I've a bad nightmare where the scar still remains.

My hand, where the itchy come & go frequently :(

& there, I decided to cook myself seaweed porridge for the 1st day I returned to Uni. 

Delicious porridge (: with lotssss of seaweeds.

&. I cut fruit. Uhmm...

The morning I've dragon fruit :) :)

& I've mixed fruit salad with strawberry yogurt :)

The colorful salad that keep me going (: (:

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Beware miss big tummy !

I've been eating a lot these days. 

Having dim sum as the breakfast at a famous dim sum restaurant at kepong area.

Custard Bun, but not melting :(

Egg Tart 

Siblings's favorite, Salad Prawn

Siew Mai 

Prawn Chee Cheong Fun

Various of dim sum :D

& I've a lot of fattening food, too.

I went to most of my favor place. :) :)

Chicken Wing :C

Steamboat, Dai Tao Steamboat 

Taro Ball series, Snowflake

Mummy's best seller with taro

Green Tea, not nice thou :(

& there we go my lovely Mille Crepes shop, Winter Lover.

Clockwise (top): Mao Shan durian, strawberry, rum & raisin, & tiramisu

Attempting Mao Shan durian :)

&. There I went Levain. Uhmmm.. Like finally :) :)

Rich Green Tea Tiramisu :)

My favorite.

& the macaroon really awesome.

&. I've to thank this lady for getting me here.

I always return with good foods, good people :) *feeling blessed*

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生活就是一种简单

吸引别人就好的方法，就是充实自己。

只要肯努力，美梦一定会成真 :) :)

❤️