2009

So the main topic about this post is 2009. The oh-not-fit-to-carry-guts-to-a-bear-year. Why? It's a year I hated sooooooo much due to some facts. I couldn't breathing with the amount of stress I had & the endless problems which I had faced throughout the year. omgwthbbq

Family.

I don't have any problems with my family. Something unbelievable is, my brother is totally different compare to the previous years. Why? Maybe he's train with those bad egg. *curses*
And, my dad had persuade him to change his mind again and again. But, its make no difference. Seriously, I had a great daddy :D :D



Friends.

Friends are hard to find, friends can come and go.

Seriously, I had a few time of friendship problem this year. Idk why, indeed my life's bitter and thorny in '09.

Ask me how does the feeling of having a true friend. Honestly, I cannot answer your question. Cause I don't have a true friend throughout my 16 years living on earth :( :(



Studies.

I was so stress out that I was cried everyday, every night in every test. WTH! I put a lot of effort in my studies but then i couldn't scored a better mark. I might not be the best for now. But yet, you're not suppose to look down on me.

Because nobody can judge my life other than myself. So, you better shut your big mouth.



Love.

Hahahaha ! Well, it's totally like a dream. I don't feel any unrest/uncomfortable because he gave whatever i asked for/i feel the need for. *thumb up*

I don't know if it was lost or forlorn; anyway, it's gone.

Okay,let's keep this private.



Guitar ?

There's no need to say. I love guitar. But, my hands had become rough and roughen. OMG !
Yeahp, I passed my test already. But, not happy wif the result le.



Run.

Ahhhh... I've lost my spirit since months ago. Guess what?! I'm going to stop joining all the acitivity related to run. Maybe?!

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This year was the worse year for me.

I went for a lot of camp and ninety-nine times out of a hundred i came back like a log. hahahaha !

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In June, I went for Kem Integrasi.

I enjoyed the company with a big gang of friends wif all the differ uniform body. Yupp, I leave the place wif happy memories. I know same to the others girl guide too. It would definitely be so much better without the scolding by the seniors but we wont be so discipline without their hard work too. Thank you.

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In August, I went for Kem Kepemimpinan Kokurikulum.

I came back with sunburn on my face. T__T

Fishing was cool with bamboo although I didn't catch any fish hahahaha ! And, not to forget walking in the mud at night too. Yup, I fell into the slurry. YUCKs !!

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Yeahp, Girl Guide won the Johan Pertandingan Kawad Kaki award and kawad berirama, too. The most memorable event of the year. Hari Kokurikulum !


I had such a great and wonderful team to work together. Although we wasted more time than practice and argued with somebody with something useless. Shitty fella !!

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OOOHHHH... This year I had a chance to take part in Kawad Berirama for twice.


On 13 November 2009, we had performed when Pn.Joginder's retirement. She's finally retired. Bye bye Pn.JO.

Due to drizzled rains in the earlier morning. We had to shorten the performance. WTH ! It takes up a lot of our lessons to practise, and then you come and ask us to shorten it immediately. And, things changed to at sixes and sevens. Then, they'll ask us why it's so terrible. Ahhh.. my tears totally paid off. I swear I'm NOT doing it again by the way !!!

I had a tan on my face and sunburn on my neck for N times !!! Ignore my weird face.

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During November, I went for 1 M'sia camp at Kedah.

Ahhhhhhhh... I will never forget the stupid kes kecurian forever. *curses the fella*

Make new friends.. Like May Kuan, Wei Ling, Abbie etc..


In December, I went for 2 camp, too.. If you read my previous post then you would know..

( I'm seriously lazy to retaip everything again. )


LOL.



Let's see, what the pictures are going to tell us.

Picture in Jan. During CNY.. Hee

The pre-bday celebration.

Anyway,
today's 30..
And tomorrow's 31..
School re-open real soon..
Wtfreak.
SPM's coming vy soon, too..

Notes: please PAUSE the time !!!









Off for bath now.. Going to refresh myself for party tonight.




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