Life is too short to make a big deal over the little things that could hurt another person’s feelings. Sometimes you just have to tell yourself, that's not that big of a deal, really! And you should let it go at that.
为自己想要的去争取，值不值得付出那代价，就问自己
快乐痛苦只有自己扛
挣扎了许久 我还是做了决定
当电话那头 接通
强忍泪水 把话说绝了 电话就盖了！
始终 我还是没办法 让任何人 去伤害你
有时 务必要把自己 当一次坏人
好让 他人不会感到 内疚 自责
I know it was hurt. But, I have to move on.
We broke it off month ago.
He found someone new; I'm stuck with moving on.
I feel like shit when I know that he no longer misses me, wtf?
2 years relationship.
1 year of being together, & 1 year of being apart.
At last we didn't survive our relationship.
I was so sad, I know, it's painful. It's really pain.
He has his temper, he was throwing his temper at all the time, I don't know how I handle him, but I survived for that.
I always want things to be done in my way, my plan. Because all I was looking for are the future, not the current. So, I always pushed him so hard, I tried so hard.
We fought, he yelled, I cried, he pressured.
I wish I made him happy. But all he can remember about me now is my bad temper.
I cared so much, I loved him, I lost him, and I lost myself.
*Half-way typing this post & tears rolling down itself, again. Why? :(
I never disregard what my ex had with his ex. I'd say that we both been through difficult times. I saw him not sleeping well, not eating, not talking when he lost somebody so important. & slowly I saw him recovering, healing from hurt, step by step.
Okayylah, I admit memories are the killer. But, I won't go and delete all the photos because they meant so muchhhh for me & I want to keep everything.
Simply because, what my ex has done right, done specially for me. So, should I delete all the memories then? NO.
It's okay to cry. I know, I might not get over it but I will get through it.
Well, love doesn't always end happily. It doesn't always result in the joining of two people, the fusing of two lives into one.
& when love scars, it cuts deep. The pain isn't easily forgotten and usually cannot be willfully forgotten! When you hurt the woman you love enough, she won’t come back to you. And because you still love her, you wouldn't take her back even if she asked you to. Because you don’t trust yourself not to hurt her again and even if you did, she wouldn't trust you not to hurt her again.
Relationships are built on trust and you shattered her trust. It’s a sad truth, but a truth, nonetheless.
Anyways, I wish you all the best and although you will never read this, although we will never speak to each other again, and although you are out of my life forever, I wish you nothing short of happiness.
Xo;
Never again to be yours,
Your Lost Ex Girlfriend.
为自己想要的去争取，值不值得付出那代价，就问自己
快乐痛苦只有自己扛
挣扎了许久 我还是做了决定
当电话那头 接通
强忍泪水 把话说绝了 电话就盖了！
始终 我还是没办法 让任何人 去伤害你
有时 务必要把自己 当一次坏人
好让 他人不会感到 内疚 自责
I know it was hurt. But, I have to move on.
We broke it off month ago.
He found someone new; I'm stuck with moving on.
I feel like shit when I know that he no longer misses me, wtf?
2 years relationship.
1 year of being together, & 1 year of being apart.
At last we didn't survive our relationship.
I was so sad, I know, it's painful. It's really pain.
He has his temper, he was throwing his temper at all the time, I don't know how I handle him, but I survived for that.
I always want things to be done in my way, my plan. Because all I was looking for are the future, not the current. So, I always pushed him so hard, I tried so hard.
We fought, he yelled, I cried, he pressured.
I wish I made him happy. But all he can remember about me now is my bad temper.
I cared so much, I loved him, I lost him, and I lost myself.
*Half-way typing this post & tears rolling down itself, again. Why? :(
I never disregard what my ex had with his ex. I'd say that we both been through difficult times. I saw him not sleeping well, not eating, not talking when he lost somebody so important. & slowly I saw him recovering, healing from hurt, step by step.
Okayylah, I admit memories are the killer. But, I won't go and delete all the photos because they meant so muchhhh for me & I want to keep everything.
Simply because, what my ex has done right, done specially for me. So, should I delete all the memories then? NO.
It's okay to cry. I know, I might not get over it but I will get through it.
Well, love doesn't always end happily. It doesn't always result in the joining of two people, the fusing of two lives into one.
& when love scars, it cuts deep. The pain isn't easily forgotten and usually cannot be willfully forgotten! When you hurt the woman you love enough, she won’t come back to you. And because you still love her, you wouldn't take her back even if she asked you to. Because you don’t trust yourself not to hurt her again and even if you did, she wouldn't trust you not to hurt her again.
Relationships are built on trust and you shattered her trust. It’s a sad truth, but a truth, nonetheless.
Anyways, I wish you all the best and although you will never read this, although we will never speak to each other again, and although you are out of my life forever, I wish you nothing short of happiness.
Xo;
Never again to be yours,
Your Lost Ex Girlfriend.
