我一直想告诉他 我要的是一份安稳
可是 我该怎么说出口
毕竟 他并没有责任 为我那么做
所以 一直把自己 像松鼠 躲在树桐里
没有人陪在身边
所以 渴望
有天你会突然给我惊喜 出现在我身边
昨晚 你又在 我伤口里撒盐
回家 已经不再 是我们的事了
而是 我自己的事
也答应自己 不哭 不闹
是时候 看开 看淡
有时 想说出口
可是 不知道该从何说起
就只好别去想 别去提
:)
或许很无聊
可是我很想说
Maybe I should learn how to quiet my mind, &. there's too many voices inside my head. A lot of people said that I overstressed myself. Honestly, I just can't stop thinking, I worried about everything. &. I guess over-thinking is what ruined me as well as my life.
&. I was talking to my best friend yesterday. She knew something had happened to me these days, so she text me asking if I'm alright. She felt the pain on my heart, she wants me to be a better person. She told me that, she doesn't want to see me in pain. &. what she did, she asked me if I can let go of this relationship.
♥
I don't know la, but I told her I still want to be with him. I believe there's no perfect couples in life, nor 100% perfect person; only where we get perfect when we sum up of 50% from 2 person.
There's no reason that we should easily give up in a relationship.But, we should try to forgive and forget, explain and accept, believe and trust.
Maybe, we should try to adapt to each other. So, we can avoid misunderstanding. It's very important when your partner know what are you trying to speak. Misscommunication leads to many things to happen. So, if you want to avoid all those bad shitty things, it's better for you to stand for your opinion.
我害怕 失去
擔心 他的安全
願意低下 身段
向他 道歉
把苦 把淚 往肚裡吞
因為 趁現在
不管他有多少缺點
我 依然執著心中的那份愛
不想 錯過 才後悔
（因為從小 我都有個夢 夢裡面 都有一幫 會把 我愛的人， 包括家人給帶走）
所以 我特別的敏感
也是 為什麼 我會往壞的方面去想
