weiiνeиυѕ ♥: December 2015

& I was cleaning up my harddisk. I browse through many great memories, especially photos from Universal Studio Singapore (风景、人物、记忆任然是美好的！）

So, today marked the date of so-called-friendzone-date.
Now, when things flashed back, I smile a little. Because he make me grow up so much all these times when we are both together and even after the breakup. :DD

我们做朋友好吗？对不起，深爱过不可能再从情人变成朋友，别傻了！

Where it had been a year and time flies.
And I decided to come up with this random post LOL.

Today, I was an independent little girl. Where, I loveeee myself more.
I pampered myself with things I want.

& the greatest things I gave myself was "forgive" (rather than I'd said I brought myself an iphone 6s plus rofl)

I never know, I can be so forgiveness. Till one day, he facebook message me. He told me stuff that someone could just pissed off. He brought up all the things and asking me not to look for his family and blah blah blah..

So, basically he just want to draw a parallel line between me, him and the family.

Now when I did the flash back, one thing I was kinda regret was when I asked too much when breakup. That was the BIGGEST MISTAKES I did.

But anyways, he taught me a lot of things.

The top 3 things that I've learned from him:

Families love!

This is pretttyyy good things I've learned from him all these years. & it was one of the reason why I choose to be with him. It was in Singapore & it was still a clear picture of our first date like it just happened last night? Hahahaha. The first time after work, he send me home (when we were still friend). He called his mom and told her about he wants to make proposal to a girl and things etc.. (I swear I never know that girl was me, no clue was given as it was my first week working in Singapore) He loves to tell his family EVERYTHINGS! He never hide a thing behind from his family. He shared joys, foods, laughs and every single things in life with them. He was bad temper, but he respect them.
I'm really thankful as in part of Hong's family. They gave me chances to learn. The parents are the greatest assets I gained.
They taught me to be patient. (Do things slowly as I was an impetuous person)
They taught me to be love. (Cause I never a dog lover or pet lover. But this lovely family influenced me to love doggies. One thing I cannot deny that the dog can read oneself's mind. The doggies came to my room when I was studying one day and pat me on my feet then silently lying beside me. How can you resist their cuteness? Awwww.. :O
I was never a good daughter or a good sister. I used to ignore things they've told me and always think that they're annoying. But I slowly become patiently and love them more day by day. (& I'm still a learner, as I know family love is gonna be a long learning process until the day we die.) I wish, I can be someone they proud of we what I do.

Trust your partner !

He did a pretty good job on trusting his partner. He never have doubt with me with whatever things I do. He has been so supportive whatever I did, whenever I went. & trusting me in handling $$$ affairs and passed me huge amount of money. He might think that I'm too short and cannot never run faster than him even if I plan to run away with his money, maybe? Inside the joke LOL.

Love yourself !

Yes, I agreed. "If you don't love yourself, who is going to love you?"
要先学会爱自己，才去爱别人；如果你自己都不爱自己，那你还期待有人比你更爱你自己吗？
& I've been so generous to myself this year which I never did before. But I'm happy with the experiences I've gained. And I know, people was bear in mind why I always have money to travel. Well, I'd say it's depending on how and what path you choose to travel & in fact I'm not a luxury traveler okay? ok. Now you know the reason so no more question next round! - feeling meh.

Thank you for being my guidance all these years!

:)

X.