Okays? Ok.

My new chapter begins now. &. Mmmmm it’s my third week.

I didn’t know if I could come this far, where I was on my own in a foreign place without knowing how to speak in their language. :(((( 

I know right, I was just way to lazy to pick up the language before I come.

To be honest, everything was just too thunderous. I made my decision just a week before I actually fly out. 

The first week, I got so much to settle down.

First thing first, find a place as my shelter. But mostly, the owner will requested for a sum of deposit. Collecting deposit is not required by law, but landlord knows it should be. The deposit help financially protect them if tenant causes damage to building or fails to pay rental. Then, the owner was requesting for utilities, electricity, water and etccc. Everything sums up and the amount wasn’t cheap. 

I don’t even have a proper bed (I can hardly afford to pay for a bed after paying my landlord), so I decided to sleep with my sleeping bag till I get body aches haha! 囧囧

Still remember, the next thing I did was to go market. With the amount I left, I got myself a dozen of drinking water with ₩3300 (RM13). I so kiasi (scare to die), no money also die-die also must get clean water to drink, can’t survive without water. 

I texted my family to tell them that I was safe, not to let the elderly to be worry. But deep down I was so tired, helpless, insecure! (´༎ຶོρ༎ຶོ`) I cried, uncontrollably for countless nights. 

Anyway, there’s always something pros and cons. I always believe something better is coming.

So on the 3rd day itself, I secured with a new job. I started to go to work, come back and sleep. The life repeated in the past two weeks without fail. But the stress never getting any lesser. When I stressed out, I ate a lot especially during the nighttime. 说好的减肥计划呢？

But thankful I met kind people. They helped me, gave me confidence, and MOST IMPORTANTLY THEY NEVER SCOLD ME! Sibeh scare when working under a pressure environment. 

So instead of focusing my attention on the negative, I’d rather just focus on the positive.

Let’s go further, dive deeper into the world, be happier. (:(:(:

Love you girl; (: *hugs*