Long distance relationship

Uhmmm.. If you've notice I wrote a post about "I wish to have a long-distance relationship" few years back. I don't know what's making this statement that came across my mind, uh? 

Does it really worth it, to have a long-distance relationship? :O

I'm feeling very tiring, sometimes. As I can't use to it, where he used to take care of my living. As for yesterday, I cried badly. I was suffering under a hot weather, where the night is superb hot, like a chicken is being bake in an oven omgwtfbbq. Fyi, I've bad skin condition & it been torturing me since I'm young :( :(

I'm feeling hopeless, sometimes. As I can't use to it, where he used to be my guider. As he will guide me thru the uncertain road in life. He will hold my hand to go thru every obstacle, & bring me to the right way. :) He's the one who nevers giving up on me whenever I was showing up my bad temper, especially when I'm sick. Whatever fcking sick like woman sick, stomachache, fever, headache etc... (Okay, I'm superb "bā lià" *in hokkien*)

I'm feeling loneliness, sometimes. (Nope, it's ALMOST ALL THE TIME !!!) It's been a month that we never see each other face, no joke. Not even in social network like tango or video call, feeling sad. :( :( I'm getting very emotional these days, where I need his accompany. I know it's hard for him to make time to talk to me every night. Cause he need to work. & I know I've to be understanding (Weyh, woman. "Mm hoú mm góng doû lei" *in Cantonese*) Hmmm.. Yet, he still sacrifice for bed time story & talk to me until I feel better. :) :)

Tell me, how would I survive when he stay so near yet so far from me? :( :(

X.