when we were both young

Now coming back here feeling a little bumped out, pissed and disappointed. I realise I blog a lot when I'm sad or disappointed.

Until today, it is still unsaid. I've never been so frustrated before. Plus the heart break, the tears and the stab from the back-all in one. Another lesson learnt I think.

I don't think we're consider as friend? I know deep down we've forgiven each other but... things are just so different now. When I saw you, or when I see you, I've so much to say. So many things to share. I wanna talk to you, like how I'd spill everything when I'm upset.

I guess we've backfire ourselves.

I don't know why, I become dumb when we meet. Sometimes, I know you are feeling blue, but I just don't know what to do & how to show my cares. Maybe that's the way how we used to be? Uhmmm..

Its quite sad though, not being able to talk to my once best friend anymore. I mean, will it be awkward? Hmmm.. I have no idea. But frankly, its really sad.. I still think about you once in a while, especially when bad things happen. No, I don't think of you as my boyfriend, but my best friend.

And I wish that day will come back again..